Coming to me in the night. You wrap your arms around me oh so tight. Smiling upon me, your face so bright.
Happiness swells inside me I feel like I’m in flight. In a flash, I start to grasp… the walls start to crumble around me.
I feel the fear and then come the tears, now I feel as if I’m drowning. It’s not real your still not here, and you haven’t come back and found me.
Just because I laugh or smile, doesn’t mean I’m free of all the grey and sorrow.
The day is here, it has brought nothing but pain. I want to feel some what normal, whatever that feels like. Been too long and I’m surely tired of this same old pain filled song.
Aaaaaaahhhhh…… Every time I think I’m fine and I start to do, my body, mind, and soul have other ideas about what I’ll get to do.